Be a man, do the right thing.

I like Honey Stars ever since I was just a little girl. ♥ And when I see them in buffet stands I would definitely take them and eat them like they were the effing most best thing in the world.

My mum would then say I paid RM50+ for you to eat cereals? Yes mummy! :D

"It's not that I don't trust you, but I don't trust other people with you."

I think most mothers could relate to this. My mum would usually tell me so whenever she disapproves of my decisions/ actions. Especially now that I am a South China Sea away from her. Lol.

I don't blame her. I'm the kind of girl who smiles at everyone; talk to strangers, stop to help a random kid find his lost mother and follow a white bunny down his hole.

Oreos too, I'd follow an Oreo. ♥

"You're so motherly."

Actually, I'm very whiny. And spoilt. I like knowing I'm loved.

You can ask any of my girls, or Chocolate. Or my mother! She'll tell you a lengthy story about how I constantly try to fight for her attention from our cat. :(

"You're so busy."

I'm sorry, I know I constantly run away. Sometimes I'll be out of touch so long, it's forgivable that people thought a bear mauled me to my death. Haha.

I don't like to be tied down to one place, I'm emotionally claustrophobic. I'll slink into my world once someone tries too hard to crack me open.

Which is why I'm so blessed to have people whom I can call home. ♥ Someone whom I can come back to all raw yet won't blink an eye from holding me close.

You know who you are.

"You have issues."

Yes I do. I'm insecure.

I'm cagey despite talking so much. I don't like putting all my eggs in one basket. And once my confidence is rattled, I'll close down all doors before trying to come clean again. If you don't become attached, it won't hurt as much.

This also fuels my tendency to run away.

"What are you afraid of?"

Knowing that by the end of the day you have no one.

You know what hurts the most? When you invest your soul in people and they can simply turn around and leave.

When they tell you that you can't come running back to them.

"Other people are none of your business."

I can't bear to see other people being treated wrongly. Especially girls. Especially children.

You don't go around treating people with fluffs and candies and stay on for all the good times till you feel like leaving. Just because you don't want them anymore.

She's a person. You don't leave a person like you leave things. They don't break like how things break. No one deserves to be used. No one deserve to be tested out.

It doesn't matter if she's a bitch. How are you any better by letting her fall? F*ck you.

Really. Women.
Have some dignity.

And men?
Be a man. Do the right thing.


Damn it.