Dream a little

But never gone

2011-10-18T06:53:00.000+08:00

I want to die. I don't know how these thoughts keep coming to mind lately. I'm not depressed. I know how depression taste like. They tend to be bittersweet, -lingering just near enough to whispers insanity into your daily thoughts, and since you have an empty space there buzzing, begging to be filled, you let these voices Conquer you. Indulge you. Salivate you. Devour you.

We were always meant to fly

2011-07-06T01:55:00.004+08:00

I once read somewhere, that the best songs, and the best stories, were usually written by those whom were unfortunate. Because only those with great grief could weave words so truly beautiful. Like phoenix that rise from ashes, an incomparable beauty.And to a certain point, I believed that.I used to write a lot. Words seemed so easy back then. When daydream turns to paragraphs on empty white

A love story ♥

2011-06-04T09:55:00.004+08:00

A short summary of how a love story goes. I'm sure anyone whom have been in a relationship could relate to this in one way or the other.It goes to shows that we won't be able to appreciate something without going through some thorns and tumbles.If you have found him/her, cherish them. If you have not, have faith. ♥Source: HERE.

A sweet adventure ♥

2011-05-25T13:34:00.000+08:00

One of my best memory in the year 2010 was the time when I get to visit my darling Ping in Singapore. ♥ I skipped a night of shopping with my parents to see her in Vivo City.Being directionally challenged, it was something to be proud of that I could make my way there alone without getting too lost. :DHere's she and I cam-whoring while going down the escalator. :D I'm telling you they go WAY

Loved and lost

2011-05-02T17:21:00.005+08:00

You don't get to grief and forget in an instance.You may move on, but the hollow in your soul will still be there.Sometime six months ago, my brother took a stray kitten home. She was thrown from a moving car in front of his school and got a broken ankle.She came to our house limping, in need of medical treatment all the time. Scrawny and tiny and terrible looking. My mother was determined to

Delicate Women

2011-03-02T02:44:00.003+08:00

I like women whohaven’t lived with too many men.I don’t expect virginity butI simply prefer womenwho haven’t been rubbed raw by experience. There is a qualityabout women who choosemen sparingly;it appears in their walkin their eyesin their laughter and in theirgentle hearts. Women who have had too many menseem to choose the next oneout of revenge rather than withfeeling. When you play the

Rape? JUST BITE IT OFF!!!

2011-01-21T23:38:00.004+08:00

Don't tell me tall, dark and handsome just doesn't scream Taylor Lautner! :pTall, dark and handsome may be some girl's lifelong dream when she walks down the wedding aisle one day but when Mr. Almost Perfect come breathing down your neck when you're busy adoring yourself in a mirror (can you say vain? :D) with an accessory you'd never buy with a tight pocket-It's. Not. Romantic.If you were lucky

At your weakest

2011-01-15T01:30:00.004+08:00

When you were young, do you remember having someone to be there to kiss your boo-boos and tell you it's okay? You know how most little girls idolize their daddies?I don't.Or how Superman was always there when Lois Lane was at the brink of imminent death by his arch nemesis.How ironic, eh. Guys are awful with timing.Or how we swoon at the image of prince charming.Or at least the idea.Or how the

HIP HIP HURRAY! 2011 is here!

2010-12-31T23:50:00.002+08:00

As I am typing this, I'm listening to the crackling of firecrackers outside my window and imagining the bright multicolours that is lighting up the dark skies, blinding the shy stars.It's a brand new year!Yes, it's true. While everyone is out celebrating the countdown and getting drowned to rid of bad luck and make room for good ones, (superstition. How to know only good one come in?) I'm in my

OMG RIO FERDINAND ♥

2010-12-29T23:11:00.005+08:00

So if you don't follow my twitter or have not heard the recent news, HARIMAUMALAYA (The Malaysian football team) have reign champion in the AFF SUZUKICUP 2010 tonight with an aggregate score of 4 - 2 to Indonesia. :DWith our own Mohd Safee awarded as the top scorer award. :) Congratulations also to Indonesia's player Firman Utina for bagging the Suzuki MVP Award!The result was announced at the

Ho Ho Ho ♥ Merry Christmas!

2010-12-25T01:34:00.002+08:00

It slipped my mind to prepare a blog post about Christmas this year because I was so focused on whether I should put up the traveling pictures I have done in the past month.Coincidentally, I had a number of friends whom managed to get themselves a DSLR and they have helped me cam whore ♥ during the year end (read: Christmas related pictures) and I have forgotten to take some for my own use! :(

How to marry a Kadazan girl

2010-12-23T04:04:00.001+08:00

I used to joke to my friends that if they wanted to marry a Kadazan girl, they'd better get their drinking hat on and be ready to consume a tajau (jar) full of montoku (rice wine).As seen above, a tajau can be as small as a conventional flower vase, or as big to fit an adult. :p Bet on your luck on what you might get. ;) Haha.Of course this is not true. I just like the look of sheer fear and

These fair skin

2010-12-23T02:10:00.000+08:00

I hate my skin.Get them off me.I don't love me anymore.

Be a man, do the right thing.

2010-12-09T02:31:00.004+08:00

I like Honey Stars ever since I was just a little girl. ♥ And when I see them in buffet stands I would definitely take them and eat them like they were the effing most best thing in the world.My mum would then say I paid RM50+ for you to eat cereals? Yes mummy! :D"It's not that I don't trust you, but I don't trust other people with you."I think most mothers could relate to this. My mum would

Runaway Girl

2010-12-04T05:09:00.003+08:00

WhomLaughs at your jokesWith hands in her curlsTaste like sunshineGlistens your worldHeart on her sleeveYet swallowed the keyGenerous smilesWith hard set teethRun to ParisWithout a traceSteal a blank canvasTo start a paceDarkened eyesBubbling with mirthSway her backAnd rememberHer date of birthYou'd have hertonight,And maybe a dayShe'd leave by the thirdTo run.Away.

The thing about obsessions

2010-12-03T19:20:00.004+08:00

To those whom are acquainted with me, would most likely associate me with penguins at one point or another in our period of acquaintance.This has become glaringly true a few days back while I was meeting a recent friend. He gave me this:It was a tiny bottle of something, according to him then, it was supposed to contain a penguin stuff toy. (This cost him RM39.90 WTF, so expensive. I feel bad.)

A horse ate my head.

2010-11-30T01:22:00.002+08:00

So I probably owed you guys about 4156 entries since my last post, and to be honest I have a couple of promises queued up as posts as well. Haha.I'm terrible. :( Please don't eat me!I just finished a majority of my Final papers for this semester and before my life goes on twilight speed again I decided to come back for some doodling. :)With update on bits and pieces as I go. Here's one post that

To please a man is through his stomach :D

2010-09-09T15:23:00.006+08:00

Random title, I know. Lol!This is my second year spending the Ramadan away from my home, away from the companionship of my family. Indeed, the experience is different; instead of someone shaking you up in the morning to cook (gah)- you have the alarm blaring, telling you that you have a mere 20 minutes to eat whatever you manage to salvage the night before. Lol.Okay, it isn't that bad. :pThe food

Guess what.

2010-06-25T02:18:00.003+08:00

I don't feel very stable. This rapid sudden change of mood swings is killing me slowly.Not that it matters to you anyway.I think it's from something I ate. Yeah. Probably. I can laugh at the lamest joke then cry at a simple advertisement next. As in- cry.I'm so drained.

FIFA over Doomsday

2010-06-16T23:47:00.005+08:00

Note: Hover over pictures for details.If you don't know about the oil spill issue, and would like to know how 'bad' is it anyway.Source, more from HERE.If you have not heard about the sinkholes happening on an increasing rate so far.Source, more from HERE.If you have been following my twitter, you would've seen me posting up the links above some time ago.I know this may seem to be a little scary

Fight. In all honesty.

2010-06-14T12:13:00.005+08:00

Someone gave me baby chrysanthemums not long ago. Quite randomly too, on April Fools' day. The funny thing is that he was a Chinese,- and to them chrysanthemum signifies death/mourning.I was not offended though, more like amused. This year's April Fools' day was not any bit funny to me and to receive such gesture caught me off guard. When asked, guess what he said?"Because you said you liked

Crush 'em Bad Apples!

2010-06-10T17:52:00.003+08:00

I never was a gamer. Games just doesn't turn me on. When I'm bored the first thing I do is whine for a good book or call up someone for a mindless chat. Or head for the internet to continue planning for world domination.And this is when I have a typical evil genius gamer younger brother and 4 best girlfriends who could make dotards cry at their own field.Of course, the reason is because;

Why being sick sucks monkey balls

2010-06-06T16:12:00.003+08:00

Seven reasons I hate being sick:01. I look like crap.My skin is flaky and pale but my nose is itching and red. IT REMINDS ME OF A CLOWN. *buaaw* Not to mention my under eyebags gets triple shades deeper. Goodbye self confidence. And my hair OH MY HAIR, could pass as a penyapu (broom).Yes I look horrible when I'm sick. I don't care if you think I'm not pretty to begin with, *roar!* I FEEL

100 Promises ♥

2010-05-27T20:40:00.008+08:00

I know, I know what you're thinking. Why the hell am I being corny these days. Lol.Truth be told I actually have something else lined up and probably serves more appropiate for a blog entry but this is just TOO CUTE for me not to mention. :DPlus my mood swings are getting scary these days- if I lose this giddy feeling, I'll be too depressed to post happy things. :pThese pictures and idea are

Sabah: What the devil is that?

2010-05-26T13:43:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA! Funny shit. XDSo one of the reason this really tickled me was because it's a monkey you can find here in Sabah. :) I know one of my cousin used to have it as a pet wtf. It's a nocturnal animal so basically I just see it sleep during the day and by nightfall the eyes would open so big as if it was going to POP right out of its socket.*eeks* Scary.Locals or at least the Kadazans, call it '

Birthday: Kitty turn 21 :D

2010-05-25T08:58:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY DEAR~!!I'm SO SO SO sorry for being late! :( I was already planning on this post last week but the date slipped my mind! This is what you get for being at home too long. Buu!Regardless, I wish I could be there with you for and have my penguins ♥ drown you in hugs. To huggiesh you myself! ♥ To hunt for a special dessert ♥ and buy your favourite cake ♥ then smear cream on you

Letters to crushes♥

2010-05-22T04:25:00.004+08:00

First photo-less entry in a very long time!It's not one of my best holidays so far due to the fact that I've no back-up plan to fall to after not going for my internship. My loved ones are mostly not in town and it gets pretty lonely after being at home day to dawn a few days in a row. =/It doesn't help that my choice of novels are pretty angsty. Lol. But a visit to this website letters to

Sunrise from my window

2010-05-21T09:36:00.005+08:00

I woke up early today! :DMainly because I needed to help one of my girl with her IT assignment. (>"<) This was how my sky looked like at 4AM plus from my bedroom window. :) Good morning world.I took IT as a subject back in my Form6 days and that had end me up being the most geekeh among my girls- not to mention knowing few of the coolest geeks out there.Geeks are cute. ♥ Lol. Yummily smart.

Sabah: Keningau Swim!

2010-05-17T01:17:00.008+08:00

This has been in my draft box for the past two days- I am such an awesome procrastinator! :D Congratulate me!*rubbish throwing spree* Owww ow ow ow! (>__<)Promise I'll try harder! *pinky swear* (>"<) Like I have said, this is the trip down with Penggy to my hometown. I'm putting spoilers on most of my pictures due to some iPhone user demands that its taking too much download time. :( Tell me if

Evil penguin on a roadtrip! D:

2010-05-14T22:14:00.005+08:00

Coming back to Sabah would usually mean road trips, its like a compulsory family activity for me. Lol. And for whatever reason there is too, sometimes just because my parents had the same off days. (T_T)The whole drive down Keningau takes almost 2 hours; as usual me and my brother would fill out the back seats and lounge like nobody's business.Only this time, we had Penggy with us! :DPenggy

What's your flavor, darling? ;)

2010-05-11T17:46:00.003+08:00

I have been reading and keeping close update on several online comics for several months now. Recently, I'm on this:YU+ME: Dream, by Megan Rose Gedris.YU+ME on its own is very interesting whether by art or by storyline. I've just finished chapter one and I'm hooooooked! :'( And yes, that's partly why I've been gone from blogging recently.I get affected by my reads! D: It's not my faaaaault I'm

When shit happens

2010-05-08T23:29:00.004+08:00

To those poor souls whom had to bear my daily existance in their life- lol. Would know that I had been planning for MONTHS for my internship in Europe this coming May-June semester break.News are, I WON'T be going for it. :D After all that hard work, bubbling excitement and ridiculously long research, lining up for passport, visa and flight tickets- seems like I'll be spending my holidays within

Sabah: Let's escape to the beach tonight! :D

2010-05-06T10:43:00.006+08:00

During my trip to Sabah last week, I managed to squirm away from my daily schedule. (@.@) and went to see my favourite girls for dinner! ♥ After two hours at the gym, Nyain decided that we should go pay ye' faithful beach Tg. Aru a visit! :DA major reason is because KL doesn't have a beach to go to on a whimsical basis. :pThe awesome chicken wings available at one of the huge choice of stalls set

Long Distance Relationships

2010-05-01T18:58:00.009+08:00

Are hard.And I'm not even legible to make such claim. I've never yet experienced where my other half is a few hours different in time zone. (though I will soon enough. Buaaaw. D:)Surely texting, skyping, and writing can never beat snuggling up to your loved one physically. And yet ironically, the distance are sometime what one needs to remind each other why they stick together.But we all need an

Flight for the Flightless.

2010-04-30T14:49:00.008+08:00

I have been flying to-and-back KL and KK lately. In fact the last time I came back to KK was just two weeks ago for my study break. :DAnd now I'm back here again for a one week in-between final papers gap. :p And certain family issues that need be addressed of course. :)Usually, people would say that they love to fly. I hate it. Don't get me wrong though- I love travelling and experiencing

Bittersweet stuff ♥

2010-04-29T16:32:00.004+08:00

As a personal record, I have only slept for 7 full hours out of 72 hours! :D From the 25th till the 27th because I do things on a whim. Lol.And I try to cram every single possible activity into all my hours. Yes. Typical me.26th April 2010 2PM, right after my Teaching Prose paper; me and several friends hop on to Sunway for a day out and unwind! For most reason because I will be flying back to

Sorry I cheated, sweetheart..

2010-04-25T02:20:00.004+08:00

It was already 6PM on a warm Saturday evening..I wonder where's Marion. She's been out all day again, Dot (the doggie). *sigh*Ooh! She's back already! I wonder what did she bought for us this time.. Hrm~WTFisthisshit? *annoyed*Silly owner went out JUST to buy a huge-blinged-ribbon-hairclip?! She was complaining about her lack of financial ability and she splurge on something so useless! *shake

Three. :)

2010-04-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

It's nothing la

2010-04-22T19:33:00.005+08:00

You can't hear when a heart breaks.You don't see when the hurt bleeds.Either that.Or you choose to ignore.Tak mau cakapla, I'm tired also okay. It was not even a problem, it was just an issue; that if only you had let me say what I wanted to say and then tease me, we would've laughed it all away. Instead you were offended about it. I don't know, I guess I'm sensitive. And you don't think its

Tiny insecurities

2010-04-20T23:51:00.003+08:00

I've always known that I have a scary sarcastic streak. Which comes out very rarely- but when it does I can be very, very, very mean.Even I'm scared of that part of me.And only a small handful I know would tolerate me at that time- these are my girls and my brother.Naturally, I'm a pretty diverse person socially but quite cagey when it comes to issues about myself.Have you ever felt that... you

Love you with all my internal organs. :D

2010-04-14T02:24:00.005+08:00

So... initially I actually planned to put up a cute kissing bunny picture I managed to snap while going around the mall the other day and had been sucking on an emo thought.But I got distracted by my tumblr and indulged my senses in love quotes instead! ♥ I don't think anybody would mind me drowning a few post about sunshine sprinkles instead of the usual cup of dark philosophy

Movie: It's Complicated

2010-04-12T18:45:00.003+08:00

Ohmaigosh how long have I been hibernating?Why is there flashing lights everywhere?WHAT YEAR IS IT? o_oAll jokes aside, I know I've been missing for a long while albeit again. Huahuahue. So this time I'm not even going to bother giving lame excuses for my disappearance! You people know what an EXTREMELY important, busy and wanted woman I am. *smug**trash throwing at author session*Okay, okay.

What makes me happy

2010-03-17T19:45:00.002+08:00

LOOOOOOKK!!! PENGUINS!!! ♥Look at how cute the little monsters are! :D Lol. You can use your cursor to move around the screen and they'll waddle at your directions. HEHE. ♥ You can even mess with them by going round and round and round their little heads!Damn cute! :pOr grab one of the penguin and push another penguin. Just don't bully the babies! Hahahaha!Gosh. So I found this at bowman.com .

Terkilan sangat.

2010-03-11T02:04:00.007+08:00

[photo]I'm so tired of all the fights, and the lost and the mock unconcerned.I'm so tired of trying.

I'm back?

2010-03-10T20:46:00.003+08:00

Uh-oh,Seems like I decided to start blogging again. Haha! Well, I kind of revemped the outlook to signify change (probably?) but I don't like it as much as I have the last one. Hrm. Guessed I grew quite attached to the immense colour of pink splashes and broken heart pieces.LOL.Jokes aside, I don't know if there would be anymore traffic to this sad little place. = = I'm not active online anywhere

Desperation.

2010-03-07T22:42:00.004+08:00

I'm in so much pain.I can't stop the tearsthese tears from ripping.My heart thoughThey continue on beating.My head so lightThe luxury of breathingRobbed awayWithout any consenting.You told me soThat I should chooseThat I'd be finePlaying by your rule.The taste settled inYou snatched each traceJust a moment of weaknessI fell from my grace.I'm so jadedFeeling so deadI hope you're happyFuckin' with

Curtain falls.

2010-01-09T15:45:00.006+08:00

I decided to stop blogging.Not completely.Maybe on pause.Kind of like putting my life on pause. Lol. I'm kidding. -_- I'm living a full, fun, BUSY ohbleedinggawd and satisfying life at the moment. I'm meeting people, I'm experiencing many new events, I'm laughing at all the stupid jokes, and I'm happy -if not content.There's actually a lot of things that's on my mind; on political, personal and

Let me not be blind

2009-12-29T01:54:00.006+08:00

I was biting into my McD burger after making a comment on some random stranger to my friend; he in turn made a conclusion that I have too high a standard in the partner of my choice.I said that I basically just want someone who I could converse with; and decent looking. It really is not too superficial, right?Him:Why not look for 'responsibility' also. Not everyone is.Me: What is being

I won't have the internet for 10days!

2009-12-02T23:38:00.004+08:00

click image for original sourceWhen you said you won’t let me fall. I believe in you.And I still do.Not blindly. Not desperately. Not heartbreakingly.I just trust you.

Tumblr?

2009-12-01T23:57:00.004+08:00

I created my own TUMBLR page after reading Feeqah's recent blogpost.♥It's going to be my new microblogging addiction. Lol.Let's just hope that doesn't mean I'm going to let my blogspot die off.And let my writing skill deteriorate to a much degrading level. D:Or even get more emo moments. >_< There are many beautiful images and inspirational quotes in there, but they also make you check in with

I wanna hold your hand~♥

2009-11-30T02:18:00.009+08:00

As usual~ I've been blog hopping at ungodly hours again. Lol. Lately I have this sudden craze for reading blogs -AWESOME blogs, mind you. The kinds that actually won nuffnang awards! Omaibleedingawd.And I keep feeling like my space is such a failure. T^T Ngaa. Ah well, it may be a failure but its mine nonetheless. :pI saw all kinds of style: some are really cute with their expressions! Like,

When darkness falls

2009-11-29T01:32:00.004+08:00

I have so snap out of this state but I'm not quite sure how. And I probably already know what exactly is my source of unhappiness, but I refuse to admit it- or more likely refuse to give it up. Because it is also the source of my happiness.Wtf how screwed up can you get? :(Have you ever felt like you're hearing so many voices telling you things but you couldn't make them out? They are there, word

This kind of love

2009-11-23T21:52:00.005+08:00

I bought this book when I was stranded in KLIA for my flight back home. Finished it in about 5hours in total. The reason I bought this was because I kept seeing similar design of book covers in the bookstore but they were in different alphabet racks!Which only means that there were different author for each of them so I was like wtf?click for original source of imageSo curiosity had the best of

I should have more faith

2009-11-19T23:55:00.007+08:00

I bet my one month allowance you don't know that:The first word you said when I got into the car was "Aih."Okay so I'm bad at recognizing roads! (and I still am =_=) But you don't have to look like I made you go around the whole block in three perfect rounds! (Or did I.. >,> *innocent*)You tend to always try to bring me somewhere I've never yet been before. :)Sometimes you'll start talking to

MASSIVE OUTINGS!

2009-11-19T22:57:00.004+08:00

Like I said in my much earlier rantings, I had almost A WEEK of total freedom between my finals paper. And being fickle, fleeting, whimsical as i am: sitting down guai guai for a long period of time is almost suicidal. D:And anyway, I needed an escape from myself.So what did I do? Spam every social networking I have for any crazy ideas for to fill out the empty gaps! :D Huahaha! Talk about

The way things are.

2009-11-18T00:45:00.003+08:00

I've been bad today. I've done something so bad.To myself.Really bad.I'm sorry.

why do i need to learn PJ when I'm a TESL-ian?

2009-11-16T01:56:00.001+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!Two more final paper. In less than 5 hours.*freaking out*

Literally literature.

2009-11-13T02:30:00.007+08:00

Wtf wtf wtf.Why am I still up at this ungodly hour? D: I have exactly 12 hours to my Writing about Literature paper. @_@3PM. At DTC.Which the rest of my collegemate said that it'll be very cold. Colder than BP.I. Hate. the cold.Mum thinks I may have taken over her lower blood pressure gene. :( Since I seem to be extremely sensitive to the drop of temperature. Oh NUU! How to experience white

I saw UFO the other day!

2009-11-10T04:53:00.004+08:00

Went out with Bie last Sunday, November 8th. Somehow every time I go out with him, I never take pictures. T,T Sheesh, how depressing. Its like the whimsical me just cower away at his presence. LOL.I miss him.I've been going out and getting in touch with my networks alot as of late as well as expanding my web because I didn't want my life to revolve around Bie alone.That was my conscious reason.I

2009-11-10T04:51:00.001+08:00

ReservedFor halloween and the mass outings I had for the past few days.Yes, I know people don't blog this way.Shush. >,>

There are good days, and there are bad ones. D:

2009-11-10T02:46:00.005+08:00

Mass blogging update warnings (or trying at least).I admit to opening my blog everyday but never relenting to updating it as much as I would like. I always end up making mental notes of filtering my pictures and uploading them later that day- which I almost always never seem to have the time to come around to. -_-Its like I wish my blog would update itself by me just thinking.On second thought,

More papers? wth.

2009-11-04T04:30:00.003+08:00

Concentrate YUMIE concentrate.I have to learn how to focus. Tsk. 6 hours to KM paper. 8 hours to Linguistic. I'm ready! I'm ready! Wth. Lol.I have so much things to blog about but I'm so lazy have no time.Not like many people read me but hell. Whee. My blog needs to eat too.Soon precious, soon.Its in the little things you do. <3

I'm not happy. :(

2009-11-01T16:04:00.005+08:00

When you always go sneaking out the back door, one should always expect to be caught -or be chased after by some crazy deranged dog that happens to target your fat running calf.Long story short, karma happens. And it's never pretty.KL sky decided to be emo and bawl his gut out today when I had an obese bag threatening to break from all the weight inside and wedge shoes. That and put me in KTM.

In case you forget

2009-10-28T01:33:00.004+08:00

Goodness I can't believe I'm blogging again. When was the last time I had this many posts in one month?Never, I should think. >

Day Three: Pengu ride back to town

2009-10-26T23:27:00.002+08:00

"MY BABBBBBBYYYY!!!!!" TT^TTMy brother got fed-up that I paid more attention to the 'stupid penguin' than listening to him rant about how his school life has been. I mean, who else would wanna know what his monkey friends had been up to? :D I'm the only 'sibuk' one.Nasi goreng dreamland. WTH? O_oMy brother were too curios to let that pass. Apparently its just something like nasi goreng pattaya

Day Two: Pengu to the outback

2009-10-26T22:52:00.003+08:00

Okay, yesh I have not updated on baby Pengu's journey since his first day here. Tommy has been whining that I may have slaughtered and boiled him for dinner. >,>I was tired! Give a girl a break, carrying a fat penguin in her arms all day ain't easy ya know. Lol. So here goes! :)I had spent the last 12 hour sleeping and the next 4 hour car ride zzz -ing away. But Pengu was too excited to even

Day One: Pengu touchdown in KK

2009-10-24T03:13:00.005+08:00

This is a story about a cute penguin belonging to another Penguin (whom ish currently stuck in KL. Huahaha.) conned by me :p on his first travel out of hometown!Name : PenguGender : MaleAge : 8 days!Birthday : 17 October 2009A last look at KL right before flying! I think pengu was feeling quite quesy then. >"< Gonna be first time away from home~ First inflight food!Chicken sate. Am I being evil

Pengu Pengu! ♥

2009-10-24T01:16:00.004+08:00

I spent two hours plus on my flight back home today with Pengu cuddling up to me all the way from KLIA right down to KKIA. All this while looking like some punk emo chic, what with my dark circles and skinny jeans.My girl say it fits me. Cute and scary. -I should make that into a personal tagline.It's one of the few times I relent to sitting beside a window seat -I like being on the aisle better.

Stay with me.

2009-10-17T02:07:00.001+08:00

Hold me tight- and I'll hold on to you.

Actions and Reactions | Cause and Effects

2009-10-15T02:09:00.003+08:00

It was just another night outbutI'm insanely happy tonight. ♥:D

Damn cute monster

2009-10-14T15:32:00.003+08:00

I use to have obsessions that changes once in the span of a few years. If you ask any one of my girls, they'll probably go on rambling an insane list for the next hour about it.They have their own obsession but they usually last very very long.Like Faith and her medieval classics collection, -she'll literally starve herself to death over paperbacks.Ping with her Kitties, Japanese, [cuisine,

The diamond speckles in your eyes

2009-10-13T04:19:00.003+08:00

Across the nightThere's always a starso brightStaring at the diamond specklesin your eyesI try to always keep the memoryin sightThese simple pleasuresTo greet your morningsEach morningsMy dearest treasureAs just to hold youTo my each willing.

someone had a computer upgrade!

2009-10-12T15:30:00.004+08:00

Bie's new toys.My new rival. TT^TT

MiaaaOoooww-

2009-10-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

Curiosity killed Kitty.Love killed Kitty.I killed Kitty.Hahaha.You'll never knew how psychotic Kitty is.

Men in pink :D

2009-10-10T14:38:00.002+08:00

Damn cute right? :p

The jots of ice cream

2009-10-07T00:27:00.004+08:00

I don't know why Bie decided to go Bangsar Village today for dinner. Lol. Just three months back, that was the exact same place where we had our first date together. :p Although then it was for lunch. Hehe!And we did the exact same thing: Fish & Co. then dessert, Haagen Daz ice cream.We ordered the almost same dish, since it was still, though nearing the end, to its promotion. A 6 scoop for two

Desperation suffocation

2009-10-05T10:30:00.003+08:00

I admit it.I'm disturbed.Very very veryVERYdisturbed.I'm killing myself.Help.

Hate me.

2009-10-04T21:21:00.004+08:00

Reason's why I hate myself:I trust easily.As much as I hate to admit it, i'm a pretty simple girl to figure out. And it doesn't take much for someone to figure out the right bait and lure me anywhere. Like it or not.I do care.Screw it, you can twist my arm, break my heart and do it all over again. I'll still be there in the name of love. And we know it.I'm silent.And it kills me.I'm dignified.But

My mind is not centered.

2009-10-03T01:50:00.003+08:00

I wanna die.I'm so tired.I feel like a marionette on her last hanging string. A fear so vivid I don't know whether to embrace the fall or hang on to dear, stagnant, life.She called today and I thought it was a usual hey howareyou whatareyoudoing instead of a blow about my possible whereabout. It's not like I did not trigger this but seriously, there couldn't be a worst timing.I was ready to jump

Tell me,

2009-09-13T17:59:00.001+08:00

你能说我是对你有什么以事吗？

A good day~

2009-09-07T02:16:00.004+08:00

Hrm. No pictures again. But since I had someone complaining that I'm not pertaining the 'blogging' purpose; lol, thus another oh-so-boring wall of text! :D Lalala~So I had a good day~ ♥Hehehe. I mean, I really needed the getaway. :3 There had been so much messed up events here in college that I -just- need the time away without worries. Smart enough- I finished my assignments and scoured up and

Won't you please, please come?

2009-09-05T03:40:00.004+08:00

Ah. It's been so long since I've blogged anything decent. Especially anything beautiful. I guess I should get used to the time constraint and the fleeting sensation of depression. So brace yourself readers- if you decide to read this till the end- it is an obscene wall of text.Demented. Don't say I didn't warn you.It's not like I don't have those whom give me smiles now and again. Plenty,

Dying under piles of papers

2009-08-22T14:57:00.004+08:00

Can one go insane from assignment stress?Cuz I think I am.And I know I can finish it fine. But I can't seem to concentrate and just type type type type type.Oh God save me. D:So updates:01. It's fasting month.02. I just body permed/ curled my hair.03. Lost about 3kg since came into UM.. But hell imma still fat. D:04. I'm more sceptical about relationships. Tsk.05. I'm more sceptical about my

Who am I?

2009-08-08T02:51:00.001+08:00

Am fuckin' fragile on the inside.Tch.Why?

Clearer views

2009-06-24T16:29:00.004+08:00

Okay so this was an entry I made BEFORE I flew into KL and registered into UM, that was probably about two to three weeks ago. O_o How time flies. But I didn't want to waste a picture full entry so ta-da! Will update more on current affairs when the time is more realistic. Lol. For now, goodnight~!It's been such a busy week!I'll be down in KL by this Friday and I'm not sure how anymore often will

Twinkling Twenty Part 04

2009-06-15T04:02:00.002+08:00

Okay, I just HAD to do an entry on it's own for this one because if i didn't my part 03 would be drowned in a wall of text and blind the readers. :pI especially love Kiki's gift although it did took me awhile to appreciate the meaning behind it all. :)She made me 20 tiny rolled up notes along with the mug. I love and cherish each and every piece of them... not only do they perfects her gift in

Twinkling Twenty Part 03

2009-06-15T03:15:00.004+08:00

June 13th and I am still having dinner parties to celebrate my birthday. Hehehe! We celebrated at a club house near the beach. I made all my girls wore skirts. (>w<) and they did! Hehehe. I love you guys! So everyone was huddled together on the second floor verandah by 7PM except for Kiki who was supposed to be off work by 8PM. :p We had a little feast, enjoyed each other's company. Talk, gossip

Twinkling Twenty Part 02

2009-06-15T02:46:00.003+08:00

The night before my birth date my mum had pestered me to be up early to attend to some matter at home. Being house bound several months, I'm usually still up around 7 or 8AM earliest so I really didn't see a problem but someone rapped on my door at 6AM! =.= I never seen the sun THAT early for so long already. T^TBut since I was up, it's really hard to go back to sleep. I'll only end up with a

Twinkling Twenty Part 01

2009-06-15T00:04:00.004+08:00

Alright to those that has yet to know what's all the hoo-haa about, I'll tell you now: I have officially turned twinkling twenty at the strike of midnight on the 12th of June. :pYes, I'm being vain. Hohoho. Just kidding.So this birthday has been going off with an awesome beat! I usually get a lot of pre-blues and post-depression. :p I'm used to dividing my time with different groups of family

The wings on my back

2009-06-11T17:16:00.002+08:00

I've been SO BUSY!!!Being idle for half the year is not good at all. =_= but I guess all this running around is a good warm up before I start my uni course in less than a month to come. *eeks* I'm still able to squeeze two hour of gym everyday this week so I'm not in too bad a shape. :D I think.Less than 6 hours to go before I will be 20 on papers. :p There's nothing much to look forward to with

What happens when a heart break

2009-06-10T23:38:00.003+08:00

"You didn't scrape your knee,you lost your legs."Faith told me this few days ago when she was sending me back home. It's been almost three years now since I've had any close contact with him but remarks like that still caught me off guard sometimes.At 4AM yesterday morning when a junior from my old school contacted me, she was crying her heart out saying her boyfriend had broken up with her

Birthday blues >"<

2009-06-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

I think I'm having a pre-birthday blues.Like always.I already received some gifts and they're in my bag still all wrapped up. I open my gifts slowly, the wrappers and ribbons one by one, piece by piece. And I like opening them on their destined hour. So I guess I'll wait till the 12th of June. :3I feel emotionally drained!Hug hug huggies~ D:Sigh.Every part of the people in my life, though

My many pearls...

2009-05-29T22:05:00.002+08:00

I close my eyes behind these curtains, and try to let my mind roam free. I could hear the grainy sands of time scratching against each other, falling as I let a second go to waste.I could taste the bitter cold on the tips of my fingers. I could feel my chest heave a breath, struggling for life. And yet I let my mind wander... far and into oblivion.I see a room full of shadows, engulfed in gray.

Don't break a child's heart.

2009-05-28T13:28:00.003+08:00

PETALING JAYA: Her relatives noticed the scars on the boy’s head three years ago and her colleagues at a music school saw bruises on his face all the time.When they confronted the single mother, she just brushed it off saying her five-year-old son was naughty and was always falling down.However, the truth came out on Tuesday when Welfare Department officers rescued the boy and took him to the

My baby Yuan~

2009-05-17T19:02:00.002+08:00

Someone stole my heart today. :3You know how those love story scene usually happens in TV? The seconds seem to tick slower, the room seem a little brighter with pink speckles giving you a rush of giddiness. And then a breeze blow by, seemingly trying to push you towards this *cute* stranger who happens to stare right back at you...*swoons* kyaaaa~~~! x3He was just standing there among the crowd

Leave me alone.

2009-05-15T18:12:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I wonderIf you rememberThatIhave feelings too.Please, I beg you, don't call me. Nor ask.

I'll be the your moonshine :)

2009-05-13T18:03:00.006+08:00

I know I know I know I said I'd be blogging about our days out -my girls- but I'm too lazy. D: Photobucket keeps making a fuss till now and I'm giving up T___T. Just go nab the pictures from my FB la k? :3 Love you guys. Hehehe.Be honest, who were you texting a little while ago?[Tommy~ Electricity got cut off so text to tell him nia.]This time last year, can you remember who you liked?[May ah...

Can you see a halo on me?

2009-05-05T02:11:00.002+08:00

Need.Sleep.Gym.Tomorrow. @_@Gosh, honestly I fail at life. I shouldn't be so stubborn as to not prioritize what are important. And there I go babbling about toning my body but I screw up my body clock. Way to go Miss.Sigh.I think Kiki is right. Something is definitely wrong with me. Inferiority complex? What the hell I don't even know what is that supposed to mean. T_______T and emo blues are

Drugged by pain and laughter

2009-05-01T03:18:00.004+08:00

Just because I miss four days straight of training at the gym doesn't give you the right to ABUSE MY PHYSICAL LIMIT. D: !@#$%^&* trainers are evil. They should be exorcised. *sob*My hips and thighs hurt as hell, I'm not sure how am I going to cope the two hour drive tomorrow. @_@ I bet I'll be disabled by the time we reach the destination. Sigh. Oh well, I guess it shouldn't be so bad. We're

A beach escape.

2009-04-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

So my girlfriend is back. This mean I won't be a vegetable at home and start hanging out in the sun more often. Lol. Yes, I am as pale as white can get at the moment. D: No, it's not nice.She touched down on Sunday evening and we drove out for a casual hang out the very next day. :D Yes yes, we're worst than some couples out there. Can't be separated for too long or we'll wither. :p I actually